*bites off one of Erin's posts XD*

Real name: Miladel Mendador Alba
Names I go by: Mil, Millie, Malibu, Krill, Windmill, Mildew, Bo/Po o_O <--This little 3-year old boy used to call me that. It was the cutest thing, even if it's waaaay off from Mil. ^^;
Height: 5'3-5'4
Weight: 120
Hair: Different shades of brown... usually down, or up in wierd Japanese/anime hairstyles. Depends on what I'm wairing.
Family: Mom, step dad, brother, sister.
Live in: Two story town house with a patio in which my brother's friends always jump up to and open the sliding door and scare me half to death. o_O
Will soon live in: Your closet. :D
University major(s): Hopefully anything with computers... computer programming or computer graphics... web designer? Computers are cool. *grin*
Ambition: Keep my 4.0 GPA and get a college scholarship for SJSU. :)
Lofty ambition: Boyfriend...? o_O
Silly ambition: To turn into a goat so I could freely rape the little farm animals in the barn of the prairie. ^.^
Favorite movie: Willy Wonka!
Favorite Director: N/A
The last few CD's I've acquired: The last CD's that I 'owned' was the one that my brother's friend gave me for my birthday last June. They were some trance/techno CD and Slim Shady's new CD.
Favorite TV show: POKEMAAAAWN!
Number of times arrested: 283749823794234. All from being caught unFin little puppies.
Number of classes failed: 0
Number of times given detention: I once had Saturday school for being late for class 723434 times in Junior high. All we did was walk around school the whole time. It was actually fun...
Birthday: June 7
Zodiac sign: Gemini... which means multiple personalities. x_X
Personality type: Too much to name.
Pets and their names: Four birds and a dog. Birds: Pikay, Pancake, Chi chi, Baby Dog: Scully
Things you like to do: Work on school [yeah, I'm a nerd], go out with friends.... school.... *sigh*
Things you like to collect: I collect little chickies from the hen house so I could GET IT ON with them everytime I "feel the itch". XD XD XD XD XD!!
Best advice you have ever given: I can't remember. *cry*
Words or phrases you overuse: Fuck, shit, bitch, aiiyaah, ay naku, stupid whore.
Coolest experiences in life: Just having fun. With your friends, significant other, you brother/brother's friends. *_*
Stupidest thing you have ever done: Oohhhh God. I have done sooo many stupid things in the last 2-3 years of my life. There really is no "stupidest". ^^;
Fav thing to do during the summer : School. XD
Fav thing to do during the autumn: Watching the rain fall on my window sill while reading.
Fav thing to do during winter: Eating holiday goodies and playing lead piano for the Winter concert.
Fav thing to do during spring: Being in love... it's the best feeling to have while the flowers of April and May are on the bloom. *_*
Special skills or talent: Piano, writing, drawing anime, debating. Debates are always fun.
Character traits you look for in a guy/girl: Funny but to an extent, at least an inch or two taller than me, I dunno.
Fav music: Kpop, Jpop, Jrock, Korean hip hop, Cpop, Ipop, basically anything Asian or from Asia. Although.. the least Asian music I listen to is Filipino music.. ironic, ne? o_O
Fav color: Blue, red, black and white.
Fav food: Anything edible.
Fav sport: Between Tae Kwon Do and basketball.
Fav toy: Hello Kitty vibrator. XD
Fav cartoon character: Vash
Fav Actor / Actress: That girl named Nila from Mission Impossible 2.. forgot her name, she's not that popular... but I think she's really pretty. Very kick ass. Oh yeah, and people always say I look like her. XD -- Either that, or Jessica Alba. Yeah, I gotta give props to my cousin there! *rolls eyes*
Fav animal: Goats. :)
Fav month: June
Fav holiday: Valentines Day.
Least Fav holiday: N/A.
Fav part of the newspaper: Sports/Golbal issues
Fav Store: GAP, Macy's, Mervyn's
Fav clothes to wear: Anything comfortable. *_*;
The thing you despise the most: People that yearn to be stupid, ignorant people that choose to be ignorant, fake people, idiots.
Turn offs: When guys use cheesy pick-up lines when they ask me for my number. "Hey baby, you gotta boiiii? Holla!" ¬.¬
Turn ons: Asian/Filipino guys.... mainly Koreans. *_*
Thing I live by / favorite quotes: "Live everyday like it's your last", "Don't take life or people for advantage", "KILL OR BE KILLED. XD".



Check all that Apply
Dorky(X)
Stupid(X)
Mental(X)
Awesome(o)
Unique(X)
Smart(X)
Funny(X)
Hyper(X)
Shy(o)
OutGoing(X)
Nerd(X)
Hommie()
Nice(X)
Mean(X)
Preppy()
Stuck up()
Hip()
Stylish(X)
Scrub(X)
Non-Stylish()



Yes or No?
you keep a diary: Yes
you like to cook: Yes. I am the main chef for making toast! :D
you exercise regularly: I still practice Tae Kwon Do now and then, dancing.
you sketch while you are on the phone: Gyeah.
you have read a book in the last month: yes
you replace the toilet paper roll immediately: Yup.
you like crossword puzzles: Yes.
you have a secret you have never shared with anyone: Yes. Many.
you wait until the last minute: Yes.
you snore: Nope.
you have been to your ancestors' homeland: Philippines? Yeah, I was born there.
you read in the bathroom: Only if there's anything there to read.
you often have people over to visit: Eh?
you like America: Yeah.
you can remember jokes: No. My memory is too shitty to remember anything anyway. x_X
you play cards: Nah. Not in a long time.
you fold your underwear: Nope
you talk in your sleep: I think.. sometimes. o_O
you eat fast: If I'm hurrying to get somewhere.
you recycle: Yeah. I'm Asian.
you like hiking: I guess. The last time I went hiking was about a year or two ago in Yosemite.
you like being on the phone: Depends on who I'm talking to.
you shave regularly: Yeah.
you set your watch a few minutes ahead: 10-15 minutes. I like being in a rush.
you are always late: Most of the time. EVEN if I still put my watch ahead... I'm always late. ~_~
you often get headaches: Yeah. Damn teeth... ¬.¬
a naked photo of you exists: No.
you can whistle: Yeah. I find it wierd how some people can't.. ^^;
you write letters regularly: I sometimes forget to write back... I always tell myself to, but then something else comes up and I forget.
you believe in destiny: Nah.
you brush your teeth three times a day: Twice.
you have something you wish to confess: I like unFing farm animals. =)
you change your bedsheets weekly: Pfffft.
you bite your fingernails: Nah, I got over that.
you pick your nose: Dur. Everyone does.
you are a vegetarian: I was.
you have gone to a movie alone: No.
you read the newspaper every day: Ehh.. not really.
you have had sex in an airplane: Yes. At the animals section down below everyone else. Animals [especially ones from little Asian farms] make me so HOT. =O!!!!
you have hit a parent in anger: No. I would end up in the E.R. if I did.
you are quick to apologize: Hahahahaha. No. I am one of the most stubborn people you could ever know. :P But when I say "I'm sorry..." 2834928374 times in the same conversation, I usually don't really mean it. It's just habit, y'know?
you lose control in heated arguments: Gyeah.
you get out of bed as soon as your alarm goes off: Hahahahahaa.
you drank mother's milk: Nope.
you generally save letters and postcards: Sometimes, if I remember to. o_O
you hate parties: Only if they're those boring relative gatherings with all these old, FOB people.
you have stolen money from your parents: No. I'm Asian.
you have fired a gun: Yeah, but not one with real bullets. :D
you often have the last word: I have to.
you give money to homeless people: Yeah. I always feel guilty whenever I see them... I sometimes even give my last dollar to them out of pity. ^^;
you enjoy being photographed: Yeah.
life treats you well: Ehh. Iffy.
you know who you are: No.



When is the last time you:
Cried: A week or so ago... got in an argument with my mom, but hid in the bathroom and cried from the things that happened. I never let my family see me cry when it's their fault. That would mean they won.
Laughed: A few minutes ago while I was listening to my friend have phone sex with her BF in San Diego. She's wierd. o_O
Danced: A few hours ago on the PIU machine @ the Boardwalk. Freestyle liek whut. =)
Fell: Derno...
Kissed someone: Three days after Eugene broke up with me. *hides*
Hugged someone: Today.
Went to a party: Last Wednesday. Hella big party, too.
Swam: Sometime last summer at at the beach bonfire with my friends.
Showered: This morning.
Ate: Last night. o_O
Bought something: I bought an Aquafina at the Boardwalk... does that count? :D



I...
I see: My friend's computer monitor.
I need: A car and a laptop
I find: Eh? Can't remember.
I want: A boyfriend. I'm hoping Eric still has my number... he probably lost it. Again. -_-
I have: Wierd friends. But none wierder than me. :D
I wish: For a car.
I love: Comedy and romance.
I hate: Idiots.
I miss: *agrees with Erin* A.S.S. and everyone in the SJ area/in the Bemani community that I haven't seen in months.
I fear: Failing anything I love doing.
I feel: Tired.
I hear: "Big Mama's House" playing on the T.V.
I smell: Christina's house. Everyone's house has it's own unique scent, ne? >P
I crave: A boyfriend.
I search: For a boyfriend.
I wonder: When I'm going to get a boyfriend.
I regret: Being mean to Anthony and not talking to him for.... ever...

Kay. That's enough... now for the blogging. I don't have much time, cuz I'm at Christina's parent's room and I think her mom is sleeping. I'm too scared to look back, so I'll just type real fast.

Swim Fan

So-and-so good movie. A little boring. The stalker-girl was really wierd and she scares me. And that guy... uhhh... Ben...?....I forgot his reall name.. but anywho, he looked pretty hot in that movie. He was playing a guy that used to be a bad-ass and an addict to drugs, but he turned into some swimmer person or whatever and got rid of his addiction. But yeah.. I really can't picture him as that character, because everytime I see him, I just see that little pubery-struck boy from Hackers. I even imagined his squeeqy voice everytime he talked. Wierdness.

Boardwalk

The Boardwalk was kinda boring as usual. Although, a big group of Asian guys were there... very hot. They played DDR. They were pretty decent, but I was better. XP. So yeah... being the bitch that I am, I went up after one of them played and totally showed them off. I think they weren't expecting me to be a good player, because I look like some FOB little Filipino girl or whatever.. egh. Freestyling on PIU is always fun. I swair.. I can draw a big-ass crowd before I even pick my first song. ^^;

Life in General

Aiiiiiigo. I KNOW I was going to say something meaningful about my life while I was filling out that survey thing, but I totally forgot. x_X. I have the worst memory ever. *sigh* I'll update later if I remember. And plus, I think Christina's mom is getting mad.

Later.

Off to the Boardwalk! Will rant later. :)

TEAM ASS 0WNS YOU LIKE THE HOMEMADE APPLE PIE MY NEXT-DOOR NEIGHBOR UNFED AND ATE.

I'm hungry. Someone feed me! =O!

Hrm. I just got done figuring out how Blogger works. I remember waaaay back in my old site at Got Mil? when Kat Handles was hosting my site. She suggested that I used Blogger so that it would be waaaay easier to update my site instead of opening up my handy-dandy notebook and updating all ghetto like that... *BUT* I was waaaay too stupid to understand the concept until now. Yes, I was very stupid. After about a day or two trying to figure out how re-configure the HTML goodness in the given layouts of Blogger, I quit.

And it took Team A.S.S. to make me realize my mistakes and stupidy. After reading my Hotmail from neglecting it for weeks, I saw an e-mail from Erin [VHG]. It was an invite to the A.S.S. blog! At first, I was like, "Uh oh... I'm going to look very very stupid compared to everyone from A.S.S., hence I don't even know how to blog. o_O". So.. I decided to just sit my ass down, not be stupid, and look around blogger. Wow. After about FIVE minutes of just messing around with it, I got the little shit to work. GENIUS!

So yeah. Instead of being visually creative and making my own layout with my own graphics, I decided to be lazy and just use the layouts that blogger has. I might just make a layout during Computer Graphics if I'm not too lazy... and I could probably even get class credit for that, too. My plans for a *future* website: Since I'm learning how to make flash websites anyway, and after I have learned enough about Flash, I'll make a super-duper cool Flash website with Blogger.

One problem: Since I am now in the "advaced" section of my class [which means this is my second semester], I hardly have to do ANYTHING. For the past one and a half weeks, the only things I have been doing in that class are: Eating, listening to music, watching the K-pop music videos that Tequila sent to me, looking at other people's websites, and chatting with people on AIM. That's it. Since it's me, I could just take advantage of that class and ignore the teacher the entire semester. I've done it before... I might start lacking work, and just be my lazy self. It's very possible. I am actually a very lazy person.

But I doubt that will every happen. XP

Anywho... I have to go now because my stupid mom has to work or whatever. I just told her I was doing work for English, so I get a few extra minutes to just... sit. Wheee. Sitting is very, very fun. *quotes myself* "Stupid mom". Which reminds me... more and more family problems. My rebellious teenage ways are as high as always, and my "disrespect" for my elders have been even more disrespectful. Whatever. Screw them.. SCREW THEM ALL. I honestly hate the women in my immediate family. Which includes: My mother and my sister. Bitches.

My sister.

My sister can be the worst. She competes for the attention of my mom, she is very hypocritical and she always wants it her way. Do you know what she does when she doesn't have work? Lay on the couch while eating ALL day, and when I get home from school, she yells at me to do the dishes, vacuum the living room, and clean out our closet--in which she did 80% of the mess! Imagine a 230-pound Filipino FOB yelling at you with little cookie crumbs FLYING out of her mouth. Yeah, that's my sister. I would call her names when I just get full of her shit, we would verbally abuse each other, and she would hit me once or twice either a smack on the head, or a loud, impactful slap on the arm. I've made her cry just by calling her names and yelling at her... but never. NEVER will she see me cry. She can never make me cry... not ever, not anymore. Ever since I was born to around 14 years old, she always picked on me, taunted me, teased me, hit me, and made me cry. But not now... I won't let her.

My Mom.

My mom makes and makes promises. None, of which she ever keeps. She lies to me--and is very hypocritical about her lies, as well. Everytime I catch her changing what she said; wether it be about letting me go to places, paying for classes... she immediately goes on a frantic yelling and nagging spree. She blames everything on me; she never seems to be proud of me, i.e.: I get an A- on a class. She asks, "Why couldn't it be an A? A-'s are so ugly." I get a B, "You haven't been doing your homework again, have you? *evil glare*". A C, ".........."

She even hit me in front of my friends during my birthday sleepover just because I was being a "bad hostess". She yells everytime she TALKS. Do you know how annoying that can get? It's like she's always having PMS. Even on the phone... you always see me yelling on the phone everytime I'm talking to my mom. She yells at me, hell, I yell back. Maybe that's why she hits me so much.... but whatever. Screw her. Screw them.

My Brother?

I have always been close to my brother. He and I are like two pees in a pod. I love him so much... and without him, I wouldn't even be into anything I like today. Anything. Do you know what I might be today without my brother? A Teeny-Bopper, TRL watching, anorexic little slut. Yeah. I honestly think that by playing games--both RPG and Bemani and being so pre-occupied with anime and the computer has kept me from being stupid like that. My brother got me into all of those things.

My Dad/Stepdad?

My real dad died when I was three. I don't even talk to my stepdad. End of story.

I met this guy from San Jose named Eric about a week or so at the Boardwalk... he asked for my number, I wrote it on a little *sugar* package, and gave it to him. Problem is... he hasn't called me. =( Hrm. I wonder if he lost my number.. maybe I'm just a loser. XD But gyeah, I got his number too, but instead of pressing *store* on my cell phone, I accidentally clicked end. *runs off to a little corner and cries*

Oookay. Tommorow, I'm going to watch a movie with my friends, Lorraine [Mister Raver Kenshin's hunny bunch], Stephanie [chick that Corey had a crush on the very first time he met her], Christina [another Flip girl... y'know, the one that was having phone sex with her boyfriend while I spent the night? Gyeah. She still does that. She also goes to those AOL chatrooms and gives people pictures of naked asian girls telling them that's her. Gyeaaaaaah, I have wierd friends]. I don't exactly know who else is comming with us, but we're gonna go watch Swim Fan. Then, I think we're going to the Boardwalk [Egh.. nothing else to do in SANTA CRUZ *dies*] THEN, I'm going to spend the night at Christina's house again.

Sunday--Boardwalk. Again. But it's going to be *special* because there's something big is going on. What, you ask? They're having the annual Polynesian kayak thingy festival or whatever that day. Yup. About 234828347234 times the tourists... but that also means 98327498347957345 times the hot guys. Yeah, tourists can be pretty hot, but it sucks because all of them live a THOUSAND miles from Santa Cruz. [And now I cry. ;_;]

Hrm... what else is going on...? Oh yeah! My friend, Frankie, is still trying to hook me up with this Chinese/Filipino guy from Soquel High named Han or something. He said if I wanted to get with him, I had to dress like a freaking Hootchie. What the fuck? I don't even know this guy, and he's expecting me to whore myself out just to be with him? Screw that. o_O

Kay. I gotta go now because my mom and dad just got home. Dude. They're always touching each other like a pair of horny teen agers. Even hornier than team A.S.S. put together! :o!!!!